I am glad to be spending quite a bit of time with my friends. It just means I don’t have to keep time for study. Most of the time, I watch tv and go online. Most of my online time is browsing jobs, facebooking and checking emails. Sigh, still have to look for jobs as this current is not permanent. It’s hard because the government is planning to restructure the ministry or something else and letting go of some of the employees. How can I compete with these people who have more experience than me? Sigh, well those are in Wellington though. Yea, I got a little stressed by that. No other stress besides that.

I have a sudden urge to go clubbing. Just feel like having fun and dance all the night. A little drink is alright to boost and warm myself. =P Anyway, I shall go to sleep, feeling sleepy. Oh yea, we are going tomoro night. Just Anu and I. =P

It’s March already. Time passes fast yea? Well, I have been working at this new job for 4 weeks. Today, it just so happens that I couldn’t open my excel file extract and I nearly panicked. I mean, it was worth 2 and half week work. If I lost it, I would have to waste the extra time. So, after lunch, the helpdesk called me to let me know that the file was restored. Yes!!! While waiting, I did another file extract. Hmm.. excel is very unstable huh?

So, things have been well so far. Doing housechores as usual, cooking and going online whenever I can. Life goes on as well. Soon it will be my graduation. Yay!! Looking forward to it.

Just reading about lynthia’s blog on CNY and one of the comments on how she commented to the sis that she should visit friends since she is not at home. I thought if I would do the same as in go visiting friends. Would I? Well, I would visit friends but the thing is, I have stopped doing the visiting tradition a long time ago. Ever since I moved here, the visiting tradition number has decrease due to how many friends celebrating CNY. I didn’t have any friends in highschool who celebrated CNY. Then there was the atmosphere of CNY.

Then university years, I managed to celebrate at home with family dinner or a small gathering with family friends. We didn’t bother much to go to friends’ house for visiting. Maybe one or two? This year, I had dinner with darling’s extended family. It wasn’t too bad. Ok, so what about the day after that? I treated it as any other day. It’s just because over the years, I didn’t visit friends so it would be weird if I do that this year. Plus, I think my friends weren’t in the mood as well. Oh some are working and some are not back in town yet. Uni hasn’t started that time.

So the CNY next year, dinner with darling’s extended family if we are in Christchurch or dinner with family if we are back at home. Visiting tradition? It really depends if we are working or not and whether the group of people around you are keen on having visiting tradition.

All day you work and by night, you just want to relax and sleep early. So if I do that, I will have no life. Hahaha.. Yes, I am tired and I complain more when I go out or even more tired. But what to do, this is life. You are going to be forever feeling tired. Wait, I think I should exercise so I won’t feel tired. Remember I used to exercise during the last summer and I do not even feel tired? Well, I did nothing at home too basically. Lol, what a lazybum.

That is why I feel useless. Then, when I am working and doing more chores/work, I complain tired. Money is also coming in. Life is never satisfying huh? I guess humans can never get satisfied. I know, I am one human who is never satisfied and forever complaining. Lol, talk about myself.

Ever since I started working on my new job, I have been staring at the computer screen whole day. What to do? I am sure every job requires employees to look at the computer. Technology is very important nowadays. I have to go check my eyes and should get a new specs frame for myself. It’s so last year. Lol, not that I always wanted to have the latest trend. My current specs has a bit of scratches so I thought I should change soon. Honestly, it is really expensive to get specs here in NZ. A friend told me that the cost is worth to fly over to Australia, check eyes, get specs frame and fly back here. Hmm.. should I do that? Lol, I want to get it in Msia because they have more selections. Oh I am very picky about my specs frame. I haven’t got time to fly back though. Maybe I should buy online instead. Zenni’s Optical eyeglasses selections are not too bad. I should get it from there. It’s cheap, good quality and they have lots of selections. Oh I should wait till the end of my 4 month contract so my power stays normal. Sigh.. soon my power will be as high as mum. But what to do, everyone who wears glasses sure have that problem, right?

Valentine was great, I think. Spent the day with darling and then meeting up with sherp at airport. She was just transiting though. Passed me some stuff from mum. =P Hehee.. presents. Nah, it’s work clothes that mum bought for me for the new job. Checked in, toilet and then boarded off to Dunedin. Off to dinner. Had pasta and pizza. Pasta was great, I love the creamy sauce. I have been meaning to search for more recipe and to try to cook them again but I seem to forget or no time at all. =S hmph..

Sigh.. Anyway, need to go dinner soon. I am really hungry.

Gosh, I haven’t update this blog for ages. Well, I have been busy on starting on a new job. It is an office working environment, something which I have been wanting to work in. It is something different. One thing that I found myself pondering, I was in the bathroom yesterday when I thought, wow, how did I get into this job and in the working life. Then, I thought back, I must have thought the same thing when I first got into university. Well, I thank God everyday for bringing me this far. I am very grateful and appreciated anyone’s help for getting me this far.

I hope this current job will help me to get the next job. I have been updating my CV and looking out for jobs on the market. Just the other day, the news about unemployment rate has gone up and I got nervous. I hope it doesn’t affect much people. There are jobs still advertised so people, get your ass off the sofa and start preparing yourself. Keep trying. If you don’t keep trying, you won’t get anywhere. As for me, I am in one job which I am glad and since the job is only fixed term, I have to start looking out for more.

This is life.

Check out the top 10 album. I am sure most people who usually look out for latest songs or albums go online to browse for it, right? I do too. Why not check out Manilow in Paris, they have a new show in Las Vegas. Hmm.. sounds great and I feel like going. Somemore, it is during Valentine’s weekend. So be sure to check these out. =)

I guess everyone can get annoyed once in a while. I told my flatmate-to-be that I won’t be in the flat everyday so not to include me for rubbish duty and chipping in for toilet paper. She understood the rubbish thing but ask me if I use toilet paper even just a little bit. Yea, I will at some point but not so much. Can’t I just use a little bit? Is it so hard to splash a little bit of money? I chipped in the money for toilet paper last year for the flat and I do not use that much compared to them. Gosh, sometimes she can be so stingy with money. I know that if I do use, I would buy my own and use it. She doesn’t know me that well, I suppose.

Anyway, I guess everyone has that gene in them and will somehow say something ‘annoyable’.

We humans will never be satisfied. The reason why I said that is: I was browsing through jobs site for more potential jobs. The more I look, the more I think, hey I should have taken that course or there are actually more jobs in that sector. Or sometimes I would think, shall I take up more courses to do another job?

I am not sure what is happening. Is it because I cannot find the related job field in the correct place or is it simply not many jobs in that sector. Most jobs require experience. So where do I find graduate role? Even if there is, I cannot seem to get an interview and show that I am willingness and enthusiasm to learn new things and experience.

All these job hunting stress… I won’t stop looking even if I keep getting rejected. At least I have a new job, which I have yet to start and current job at student admin card. I wouldn’t say I love working but it’s the hard work and the money that I have earned by the end of the day keep me going on.

I come back after work, shower, dinner and watch tv. So far, that’s the routine. Most of the time I feel tired.