I don’t know what got me into watching air crash investigations series again. Now, I am downloading season 5 and wanting to download season 6 to watch. Hehe.. I mean I do get scared when I sit on the plane. But it still doesn’t stop me from watching the episodes over and over again. I don’t know why but I think I am quite fascinated with what went wrong with the plane. Like the news on the Air France plane going down last month, when my ears caught the words, air plane crash, I just stop whatever I did and listened to the news. I read the news online everyday too. Weird interest huh?

This was the old series and it became Air Crash Investigation.

Ta-da. I thought my blog may seem a little boring with no pictures at all so decided to put something in here.

I finally finished my exams and semester one on Saturday morning. So what do I think of my exams? Well, I feel that I can do them better than last year. I am not hoping to get great grades. I am only hoping to pass for all the course I took this semester. I wish to finish by end of this year so yea.. at this point, I really don’t care about my grades. I don’t mind starting from scratch, as in applying for jobs without thinking that you have qualifications. Why I think like that? Well, it’s just that darling told me that having a degree just shows that you know how to study. I guess some company do not just look at qualifications, they also look at great communication and the strive to success.

I am all up for that. I am willing to learn new stuff anyway. Now, when I say I don’t mind hard work, I mean as in not too hard. Hehe.. I mean, there is no such thing as easy job. Unless it is not a permanent job.

Now, I must really go off. I need to put the laundry to dryer and return the textbooks that I borrowed to study last week. I will be back blogging soon. Hehe..

Three down, one more to go.

This last one is quite hard. It’s worth 60% and I think I have to pass this final to be able to pass the whole course. Gambette!!!

I did not know that dreams could last less than 10 minutes. I woke up at 7.15 am and checked the time. I was waiting for alarm at 7.30am. During these times, it takes time to fall back asleep and I was dreaming about something. Aih.. I remember what I wanted to say about dreams before this and now, I have forgotten. Ish, nevermind lah.

The mood of holiday is in my head, sherpie came on Friday and left yesterday back home. Makes me feel a little homesick and the feeling of wanting to go home is there. Felt a little depressed for a minute before darling distracted me. I guess it’s good to have someone here. I wouldn’t be able to survive the next few days if I don’t have someone here.

Now this blog is where I like to voice out my opinions or my frustration on certain topics that I think my close ones won’t find and then told me off for voicing here. It makes me feel better. It’s not the matter of getting it public and telling people about how I feel.

Anyway, I got told off for ‘announcing’ to the ‘world’ that I am getting married. Since when did I ever do that? I am trying to say that I am not a tell-all person. If I think I will let my close ones knows, I will tell them directly. Be it email or instant messaging. Anyway, I never exactly said that I am getting married in 6 months time. I have been saying, I haven’t finish studying yet. Marriage will be later.

I am so pissed off. I am currently studying hard for my exams and not thinking about marriage and worrying about getting job next year. My point for being like this is that if I do tell you something, please keep it to yourself first. I know I am not the only one who likes to tell people of news.

Don’t twist my words.

I don’t like to told off, okay? I am sure anyone wouldn’t like it too so please don’t do to me. I hate to be told off for doing something I did not do. It is okay if I did do it. I will admit it if I did. I am quite honest, alright? I don’t lie. [one personality of me that always get me into trouble, I shall explain that the next time]

Maybe I should just not tell people about my plans the next time. Maybe I should not care if I get that, ‘oh you did not tell me’. Yea.. like I can trust anyone not to tell others. Ish.. I don’t want too many people to know.

And remember that once you are in relationship, people will tend to assume that you are getting married soon. Just help me to answer, ‘oh is she? she did not tell me’. Make it as if I did not tell you anything.

I admit that I used to think, career comes first before marriage. I still think it does but you know, old fashioned thinking still happens now. So I do have to consider both when the time comes.

Now, I have to explain properly to my closed ones about what others have done. And oh, I am not going to say who spread these around but I am sure it could be anyone in my life. Not just people around me.

I always have weird dreams that I can tell but I always forget about them later in the day. Now, I do remember this one because it was quite scary. I am not sure who was in the dream but I remember my uncle, aunt and dad were in it. There is another young female, which I assume is my cousin but she does not even look her.

Anyway, I only remember up till when we were in the car through the tunnel. Weird how the car does not have roof to cover and my cousins can come out of the car and boo at me while the car was moving. After getting out of the tunnel, we stopped by at the woods and decided to check out the woods. At that point, I had a flash of scary images in my head and I told them that I am not going in with them. The moment I turned around heading to the car, I heard loud screams from the ‘cousin’. The screams kept ringing in my ear until I woke up.

Eesh.. what a weird scary dream. I thought it was a nightmare to me because of the images and screams but it might just be another weird dream for others.

Now, I am going back to study. =P

I have been trying to get rid of some of the stuff in my boxes that I don’t need on trademe. I did manged to get rid some because there are people who bought some stuff. I sold my high school textbooks that I don’t need. It’s good because extra money are coming in. Okay, I am not too excited about the money coming in. I just need to get rid of the stuff in my room so when I moved the next time, I don’t have that many stuff when I first moved in. Also, those that I don’t need, I might as well just sell it, right?

I bought some story books from trademe to read. I rather have the books with me and take my time reading instead of rushing myself to read them. But if it’s during the holidays, then I don’t mind borrowing from the libraries. I may need to get rid of my notes since I started uni. I haven’t even started throwing them away. Well, I thought if anyone need my notes, certainly I will let them have. But I guess no one wants other people’s notes because they wouldn’t even understand it. Hahaha..

Right, I shall start throwing them away during my mid year break. Hmm.. now I have goals to do during the break. It seems like my weekends are booked already. There’s weekdays though, for me to do all these. I also promised myself that I will go to the gym too. So much stuff to do. =P

Hehe… I did not realise more people are reading this blog. That’s good to hear and I will definitely write more here. But don’t you think it is quite boring to hear about me ramble on about my assignments and tests? Well, I won’t just ramble about that. Hehehe.. I will want to blog about me travelling here and there. I actually love to blog about where I went and what I did during travel. It’s really interesting for me.

Anyway, I just felt a bit stress and pressure to do well in my tests later on today and for tomorrow as well. My test tomorrow is BIG. It’s worth 60% for me because I did not do well exactly in the first. The story goes like this, there are 2 lab tests for this course and both are worth 30%. If I did not do well for the first one and did well for the second test, they will just ignore my first test and just counted my second test over 60%. That is making me feel the pressure and stress. Sigh..

I want to be able to do well this semester. To make up for the past 2 years of my grade. I did quite badly during the last 2 years because I ‘play’ too much. Yea, the influence of friends. This semester, I did not hang out a lot with friends though I did hang out a lot with darling. Haha.. but he helps to get me study and with my assignments and reports. Right, I shall stop and get on with study. Shall blog more when I finish both these tests.

Yes!! I changed my layout already. It looks neater, do you think so? I had the older layout for quite a long time already so I thought I should have a change. Actually, it’s not the right timing to look. It feels like everytime exams are coming up, I will tend to blog more or do any changes to blog. What is up with that?

Anyway, yesterday I got an email saying that my geology reports are ready to be taken in the office. The email also stated that there are 2 plagiarism. I was so scared that it was mine. I know I did not copy exactly the words from reference. But you never know if the lecturer thinks so. I know that reports are very important in geology. It helps when you are working. I was told that geologists would be writing reports all the time.

Well, I don’t know if I would be working as geologists. It all depends if there are opportunities out there. Afterall, it is recession now. I am not too picky on any jobs. I was thinking whatever job comes to me first, I will take it. But of course, I will apply lots.

Seems like I haven’t blog much here. Hehe.. been a little busy with studies and stuff.

Have been checking out bathroom renovations, paint, furniture and flat screen tv for the new house. It is going to be my house even though I won’t be staying there till next year.

The bathroom renovations cost quite a bit. I know the price is like that. But it is harder to get the money as soon as possible. It isn’t like we don’t save enough. It’s just that the house comes faster than we expected. The renovations also comes faster than we expected. In short, everything comes faster. Saving is not even half yet. Worse still, I am still a student. Not working somemore.

Anyway, we will have to delay some of these.

Now, how about studies? Exams are coming up in a month time so I am starting to get stress over going through my revision. I think I know what went wrong in my exams. I am never good at writing essays especially starting the introduction. I am always at a loss of words.

I don’t think I ever mentioned that I think I took the wrong subject. I should have taken subject that has no essays. Maybe something like Chemistry. I don’t mind formulas and diagrams or anything sort. Not essays for me.

Right.. I shall stop now. I am considering to change my blog layout. Hmm.. I shall find the time soon. Maybe during my holidays.