Now this blog is where I like to voice out my opinions or my frustration on certain topics that I think my close ones won’t find and then told me off for voicing here. It makes me feel better. It’s not the matter of getting it public and telling people about how I feel.
Anyway, I got told off for ‘announcing’ to the ‘world’ that I am getting married. Since when did I ever do that? I am trying to say that I am not a tell-all person. If I think I will let my close ones knows, I will tell them directly. Be it email or instant messaging. Anyway, I never exactly said that I am getting married in 6 months time. I have been saying, I haven’t finish studying yet. Marriage will be later.
I am so pissed off. I am currently studying hard for my exams and not thinking about marriage and worrying about getting job next year. My point for being like this is that if I do tell you something, please keep it to yourself first. I know I am not the only one who likes to tell people of news.
Don’t twist my words.
I don’t like to told off, okay? I am sure anyone wouldn’t like it too so please don’t do to me. I hate to be told off for doing something I did not do. It is okay if I did do it. I will admit it if I did. I am quite honest, alright? I don’t lie. [one personality of me that always get me into trouble, I shall explain that the next time]
Maybe I should just not tell people about my plans the next time. Maybe I should not care if I get that, ‘oh you did not tell me’. Yea.. like I can trust anyone not to tell others. Ish.. I don’t want too many people to know.
And remember that once you are in relationship, people will tend to assume that you are getting married soon. Just help me to answer, ‘oh is she? she did not tell me’. Make it as if I did not tell you anything.
I admit that I used to think, career comes first before marriage. I still think it does but you know, old fashioned thinking still happens now. So I do have to consider both when the time comes.
Now, I have to explain properly to my closed ones about what others have done. And oh, I am not going to say who spread these around but I am sure it could be anyone in my life. Not just people around me.